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[30 Aug 2005|10:57am] |
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last night i was on the phone with heather i enjoy talking to her at night it just sucks wheni remember being with her and cant do anything to get that back i think maybe im just trying to hard.. im just scared i wont be able to find someone thats as good as her. i dont think ive ever felt confortable with anyone but her. thers no doubt in my mind if we didnt break up last summer wed still be together right now. i feel so pathetic cause ive tried everything from wishing on stars to almost fighting everyone of her bfs lol. it sucsk cause whenever i find a girl i compare her to heather and when i realize shes not as good(which she never is) i stop talking to her and i feel bad cause im leading people on and i feel like an ass hole but there nothing i can do.
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| first day on live journal |
[28 Aug 2005|11:00pm] |
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today i woke up and no one called me i was bored part of the day but then i got a call from timmy. timmy was on his way to my house. and marco arived at my house shortly after. timmys my best friend and so is marco. then jay came over i forget actually how he got to my house? hmmm idk but then we were walking down the street and some kids yelled at us they were all emo fagits! so we ran home to get bats so we could bust some skulls when we got back to the place the kids were pulling out of the parking lot they said fagits! and marco was screaming fuck you back at them and they went to pull back and noticed we had large bats and took off later that day we met up with alex mike and boby and then pat and vin. vin makes me happy.. anyway everyone left and it was me timmy pat and jay pat drove jay to cvs and then droped us at brits. we were chillen there for awhile. live journal if i tell you a secret promise not to tell anyone? ok well this britt girls the bomb digity she was a super groovey girl anyway me and timmy wressled alittle and then everyone left and it was me britt and krista. i wanted to watch a movie but no one else did.. and then brits mom wanted to kill the world so we peaced out of there i was scared. but i heart brit i heart her alot. we went up town and we saw the kids we wanted to fight again they were making fun of us so we got some big sticks and chased them away that was a big waste of time so i sent brit off home and i went to me casa and here i sit looking at my myspace
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